Hi everyone !!!! I so missed communicating with you all.
Sometimes it is so necessary to take a break from your usual activities..... For me it was a long unexpected break, I cannot even explain why it was needed, but I felt it was.
I was in great spirit, but just felt I needed some me time from blogging.... It's kind of like you love your kids but sometimes you need a break from the talking ….. Lol.....
I have gone through so much let me share :
- Career changes
- New ideas to be launched
- Moving to a new place
- Getting use to a new schedule with my kiddos
- Finding a place to be free and honest with myself about so many things that bothered me
- Prayer …... Silence..... Love....
So I am back, and this month is my favorite month, not only because it is my birthday month, it is just filled with so much sharing and love..... Wish every month of the year was like that.
I have come to a place a true honesty...... I have decided not to take less than I deserve in any aspect of my life.... Some believe me to have become cynical, but that is not even close to it.
The truth is that I am an “Awesome, amazing, wonderful Soul” with so much to give, and share..... and I have always known it …... So, why have I suppressed that to fit into others world for so many years?
In my silence I found the answer..... When you are young you don't know any better, especially if you grew up very sheltered like me …. My parents raised me in such a way that I never see Evil in people and that is where I become trapped !!!!! I never ever saw it coming until it hit me … then I had to decide to fall or to fly.
So with that said I have broken the chain for the next generation, for my kids, I am raising them to know their worth, so they can be less naif , and to NEVER, EVER settle for others BS.
Interaction and Relationships are simple, they are not meant to be hard, if you have to sacrifice too much of yourself , of your dignity or of your beliefs whether it's for a friendship, a significant other or for your job …. Don't do it. Stay true to yourself.... Let it go ….. What is meant for you will come in time.... That thing that will make you whole and make you feel acknowledge ….. Wait on it !!!! and let the season of learning be just that, whatever that thing that you are forcing to work LET IT GO!!!!!!
It was only meant to continue to shape your Awesomeness...... Let it go before it breaks you …...
Some say work at it !!!! I say feel it !!!! Yup, what do you truly feel in your being ?, it's there it is talking to you.... listen.... DO NOT dismiss it.
The path that is in your being will always be more difficult than the one that makes you feel torn …..…..
Trust your intuition..... even if you feel confused that is you Claiming your worth,
demanding it in fact!!!!
If something "IS" you will know it.... If you are confused .... That's the sign right there .... Because it's suppose to be easy as 1-2-3, it's suppose to flow.
Now, if your Awesome like me and you know it, you know what to do: “ Grab the bull by the horn and go out there and be your beautiful self.”
Go get it !!!
Till next time